thanks you guys namely fangzhou n phionna.u've been great helps! im sorry for making urr phone lines go bust so quickly ... i'll try to use the phone more!=D im alrite noww arh dun worry.

i don't know wad's wrong with me.at first i cldn't get really good frens in sec sch coz i was still very attached to my pri sch mates n my sec sch mates thought i was comparing them to my pri sch mates all the time. now my pri sch mates think i've drifted away from them n getting too attached to my sec sch mates.

i seem to always be in an almost totally unenthu class all the time everywhere. frm pri sch to sec sch. since young in church. i dun blame my batchmates in church for being unenthu. mayb they're juz to busy. or mayb its coz im the only girl in the batch. i dunno. i dun think 1o2 is tt bad either.. after all there r really enthu peeps like phionna, wenxuan, yuhao, sally, xinyun, jieming etc. mayb i ought to let go sometimes. mayb i really am putting too much on myself. mayb its coz i put such high expectations on my clasmates n batchmates tt it rebounds terribly. mayb i ought not compare them to other classes/ batchs. i dunno...

im sorry guys....