mood: dampened spirits...
i dun understand... y... pple are juz so heartless... a quote from the bible : death has been swallowed up in victory.Where, O death, is your victory?Where, o death, is your sting? not tt i dying, *lol*, but tt i feel tt sincei got my level leader badge, my friendships wif others seem to have been dying gradually... still, God has let me seen the light, who is really my true friend and who isn't... yes... some r just heartless brutes, while others, i dunno... normally i look forward to EXCO meetings, * as i was one week ago * but today, i dread tt there is EXCO meeting tml... truthfully.... even if he's gonna b there, i dread it... really... esp. now, i have no respect towards Jerrine and Yueli... really, none... i noe i m supposed to 4give and 4get, but i cannot bring myself to 4get how lowly they put ms nalini to...
ms nalini so nice, yet they discriminate her... they actually had the cheek to tell ms nalini in front of the whole class 'ms nalini, u favourtise yijie and jomain'... can u omagine how heartless they r?!? they r really... i dunno... then we ignored tingyan coz she was 1 of them... and guess wad... she burst into tears... and guess again, YUELI,YUNTING etc... sided her... AIDA too... so damm angry... i tried to avoid quarrelment by not facing them and doing hw wif jom and belinda outside the hall,they had to provoke us and come up to disturb... so i shouted into their faces... yes... jomain, the phlegematic girl, also... and we did it without a tear... they say we nv think how tingyan feels to be ignored... wad abt them?!? have they thought of how ms nalini feels? how jomain and i feel? NEVER!!!! so y shld i think how they feel?????????? u tell me y larh!!!!hpmh...