haix... i m supposed to b feeling nervous for l8ter's performance but instead, i m feeling so gloomy... and worried too... i m so vexed... i lost yunting, jingwei and my consent form for later's performance... how?!? will die for sure... oh no.... hopefully mr chan has read my sms and has told mdm tan... but even so, mdm tan will b all " u r the leader, how can u b so irresponsible?" etc... but it is actually my mum's fault coz she threw the consent forms away but if i say so then mdm tan will go " u shld not blame it on your mother as you should b responsible for your own actions" etc.... i m dead whether i say the truth or not.... wad's the point?!? i m so vexed.... hopefully i shall b able to weasle myself outta this... haix.... but i dun think so... i m done for...... haix..........................*sigh* i m so worried i gonna die..... haix!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God!!!!!! help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!